In so sorry this happened to you!!! Please make sure to take all the time you need before making a decision. I've had my computer crash and loose all my progress on games I'm playing, and for some that I loved dearly and was nearly done with, I haven't been able to go back. That's just me playing games, I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to lose all the work you've done to create a game. Whatever you decide just know that there are people who have loved the games you've given us and will be cheering for your happiness no matter what choice you make.