i wanna be loved the way i deserve it and i deserve to be with someone who might be obsessed with me, cause my own way to love is being obsessed and my ex couldn't give me that amount of affection and love i craved, so even if i'm gonna find a real boyfriend once again, he'll be as affectionate as i am
but if i won't find, i don't care, i'll anyway stay with Damon, my potential future bf should put up with the thought i'm dating with my hallucination
besides, all the psychiatrist i met, was evil and rude, i don't wanna change anything anymore, i'm tired of trying to become "normal"