I understand wanting to buy things, but if it is too expensive for you to buy at the moment- save up. Games are NOT a need, they are a LUXURY. If you are in financial difficulties, there are more importabt things you shoud contemplate before buying games.
Prioritize your necessities (food, rent, water, etc.) first and do not act as if it is the end of the world if you do not get it immediately. I come from a third world country myself and know how expensive things are when converted to my country's currency; but I save up for these cases. Which is exactly what I am gonna do for Obscura because I cannot afford it this month. Please, mature a little before you type out things like these; it only makes you seem like a child throwing a tantrum, and learn to spend responsibly.