I feel I would do this ngl (I literally am thinking of commiting, though my friends are trying to convince me not to.)
honestly, its genuinely not worth it. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. nothing lasts forever and I know because I've thought about it aswell and you have people that love and care for you, trying to help and reassure you. please contact someone and don't ever think you have to resort to taking your own life. its not worth it. please trust me