I don't know when you last played, but it got way better. The MC is still a horrible person, but he has a reason to be (not a good reason, since there aren't any real GOOD reasons for it, but at least A reason). He's also trying to be a better person in general. He's failing horribly, but he's trying, and you get more options to actually choose to be better. Also, some of the horrible stuff he did was literally due to possession, stuff like that. I don't know, I like the game, it actually makes you feel something and care about the characters.