haha, that's fantastic!
It made me a bit hopeful, but also a bit hopeless and underachieving.. so, all in all, just really hollow and envious that someone was able to put such complicated feelings that nobody has ever taken seriously from me into such a beautiful visual novel. like.. If I were to relate it back to the game somehow- I'm pretty sure the life I'm living and the timeline I'm in would be the first/original one, where they do everything for the first time in their lives, making mistakes and living with them and carrying the burdens of their choices into adulthood. Except there is no wonderland in real life, and I won't get to restart and correct my mistakes and live a better life. I won't get to live in a queer platonic relationship with a british butler and a greasy businessman (lol), I'm going to be desperately job searching, probably selling my body, and trying to do what I can with the womanly figure I was born in, because it's far too late for me to transition and enjoy life as a man (not to mention the reason I want to be a man is not scientifically possible to achieve yet). I guess if anything it's a pretty comforting glance into how things will continue to go for me, so it won't be a surprise at least.
or not idk maybe I'm just more hopeless now than when I wrote that comment.