Quite the read! Glad you like what we are going for. Honestly if you'd stream this game you might get intro trouble. As for merch we only have the Samara standee atm so no body pillows. Maybe when the game fully launches we can add more stuff for sure. For now you can help by telling more people about the game. We are hard at work on chapter 2 atm. So I hope you'll enjoy that as well!