No worries at all! I honestly didn't expect or anticipate a reply, but I adore that you took the time to! It's very heartwarming to know you have the revelations I typed out thanks to your game in your journal. I'm happy that sharing my experience was so meaningful! I do try to share my longform thoughts and takeaways from games and books and other media when I can. I'm happy to meet you at this intersection of our experiences, and to be able to discuss them and impact one another in such meaningful ways. It's always lovely to come to embrace stigmatized or shamed aspects of our natures and emotions in the company of others. And don't fret about being scrambled, it's how I live most of the time. It's like mashed potatoes up here. It took me 45 minutes to write this paragraph.
I look forward to exploring more of your work in the future :)