this is very sweet! I relate a lot to the difficulty and embarrassment of opening up to a partner about being interested in diapers… and I especially relate to the shyness and worries about going out and actually buying diapers. pro tip for anybody interested in buying diapers: cashiers aren’t gonna judge you! they’ve seen tons of people buy diapers before, you’re not going to stand out or look like a freak to them. although, I can’t say I’ve ever made friends with a cashier like Chris… P: (wow, the extra scene where you get to know her more is fun!)
I really like that Shay is embarrassed to admit to being into pee. perhaps some people would find it strange to have a character who wants to try diapers have a hard time saying something so “obvious”, but in my experience there is a huge distinction between wearing diapers and using them. and people can have very different feelings about each of those! what I’m saying is, I like how the differences in the protagonist’s and Shay’s initial interests show some of the complexity around this subject matter!