wawawa tyyy ^_^ its my first experience with writing something where its like "things are fucked up and theyre just gonna get worse and there's no way to save yourself" and that kind of feeling, which is my favorite thing to feel from any story ever (like, say, the Safdie brothers filmography or Madoka Magica for two fave examples) so i'm really glad ppl r liking it and getting that kinda vibe hehe...