YIPPIE I'M GLAD U LIKE IT..!!!!! she is truly so cute like lor MOVE!!!! LET ME BE HER ASSISTANT INSTEAD ! ! ! ! and that is so nice of u to say thank u ㅠㅠ ... i didn't know that about drawing faces but that makes a lot of sense !! LOL IT DOESN'T SOUND CREEPY DON'T WORRY
yes for sure !! it's so interesting and nice to see how different people are when engaging in their passions vs when they aren't. you can really see the light return to their faces. i hope you always have something that makes you happy too, i appreciate your words ^_^ !!!
i completely agree with everything you said about ashur HAHA out of all the male characters he's my favorite (i am not immune to losers i fear) ... i think i especially love how good-natured he is about everything that happens to him. every time he gets 'bullied' by the old ones or members of the guild he just rolls with it without making it a particularly big deal (or he looks to the TO for sympathy... so soggy . i died) , like even when jonas burned them alive to teleport away from the scattered forest he was obviously terrified and didn't want to do it again but was somehow still more 'chill' about it than i thought he would be ?!??!? or when he was in agonizing pain from the elemental poisoning in chapter 7 but tried to play it off as if it wasn't something that could have killed him ??? absolutely diabolical he is so strong for that . and yes he's so devoted to the people he cares about!!! it really pulled at my heart. he dedicated so many years of his life to finding eve again and was willing to sacrifice everything just to see her. and not because she was an old one or because of her elite aura or anything like that, just because she was eve !! she was his friend who he made a promise to when they were children!!!! so sweet ㅠ. while he isn't the most morally pure like you said, his intentions in his actions stood out to me a lot . for example during the kidnapping he didn't do it out of malice for the TO and was actually quite worried and aware of their safety/comfort (like when ashur and jeth realized the TO was really uncomfortable/unable to swallow properly because of the cloth in their mouth and the constant rocking from their walking so they tried to walk and hold them more steadily). i think that even though he comes off as someone who doesn't take anything seriously or a bit stupid he's actually an intelligent and introspective person, it's just that he's also VERY impulsive in his speech and behavior so on first impressions it doesn't necessarily seem that way LOL..
I ALSO LIKE KATNIR A LOT !!!! i haven't played gacha date yet so i'll have to take your word for everything u said about that but yes his avoidant/'prickly' behaviors as a defense mechanism when he feels like he's getting too close to someone is so devastating.... i completely understand his mindset and reasoning but it's still heart-breaking .... his heart is so big and he cares so deeply katnir they could never make me hate u. while i think he was meant to and tries to be a cool/suave type of character, unfortunately i remember him most vividly through his uncool moments LOLLL the way he tried to act strong and mysterious when leaving the guild to go help the scattered forest and then failing miserably ... him being pushed around by the forest bandits towards the TO after chapter 7 and being embarrassed about it ... jonas pulling on his ear and making him apologize for his words to ashur (that entire interaction still makes me laugh) ... its ok king . u did your best. i think out of everyone's 'companion quips' his were my favorite, though. they all felt very peaceful and domestic and were what endeared me most to his character !!
in tears at how one of your first impressions of me is pathetic person enjoyer LMFAOOO truly humiliating but i also cannot deny it. i definitely understand your perspective with beisel!! i also almost always gravitate towards more androgynous/gender-non-conforming love interests. masculine men personally give me the ick but i still think feminine women are very cute and like romancing them ! ! ! as for why i like beisel, looking at it from a gender-less and appearance-less(?) perspective, you have this knight who is incredibly dedicated to you and goes so far as to save their paychecks to buy you trinkets and other gifts they think you'd like on a regular basis. even though they're incredibly busy they take time out of their day to perfect their baking recipe so they can make you something, and they try to set up sneaky (read: not sneaky at all) 'coincidences' where they can see you at the tavern to share a meal with you and make sure you're eating properly. they're so excited to be able to assist you that they get a bit pouty at others doing the same and they're the first person to welcome you back after you've been away on a dangerous mission without them because they were so worried about you without them being there to protect you (literally sprinting towards u at top speeds after u return from the sea with ashur and the old ones LOL). they're quick to try to spoil you but get bashful when you do the same to them. it's.... it's so peak .... I LOVE BEISEL ! ! ! it's a bit counterintuitive because she's the one who wants to take care of the TO but because of that i want to take care of her too ... she deserves a nap and a home-cooked meal and also the entire earth and universe . also in my head she's korean too because she wears 저고리 (jeogori) in her bonding conversations LOL ... beisel my parents would approve of u please come home....
THAT SCREENSHOT IS KILLING ME yes guys please stop bullying ashur u don't know him like i do .... u could never understand the way his mind works . he's a genius ahead of his time i swear (lying)!!!!!!!!!
i am so sorry for the enormous walls of text omg. i hope this isn't too much ;; u simply brought up the biggest losers ever and i had to speak my truths....
