Yeah, constrained by the 36 word limit, and the self-imposed 3 words per line really constrained what I was doing with this. For me, the important part of having it be a coin flip is that whatever you are trying to stuff into yourself to sate the hole doesn't actually matter. At best, you only get a little bit of relief before it starts again. This is the part that really more ties it to the metaphorical representation of being stuck in a spiral of grief or depression.