My gosh, Zenuel. This is a wonderful piece of work and expresses something important in a powerful way.
To me, it has always felt like it's easy (perhaps too easy) to lose perspective about our own works. If that weren't enough, we also have a culture that it harder for creators (especially game creators right now) to celebrate and feel ownership over the relationships we have with our own works. There is very little mindshare for or consideration of the journeys we go through whenever we make something. For these reasons on top of the ones that you raise, I feel like it is even more difficult for us to find joy in the things we make, but I do thinks that with a little distance, a little reflection, and a little acceptance that that can be found.
I hope that after you've had some time away from To Whom that you can feel pride in and fulfillment from it <3