O-O very long. Also no i am quick to use it as a defence bc I am scared of being made fun of for being uneducated even though I'm actually pretty well educated and my english teachers are proud that I'm so good at writing butttt my spelling and like that are not very good. I have just never been able to do things like spelling and such. And I'm not trying to make you seem uneducated. Again. Making a point. And I'm scared to find out bc if it's confirmed I have it. I'm scared of being made fun of for having it. Also if I don't end up having it then again I'll be made fun of. So I just don't talk about it much. And it's not an excuse it's a possibility. And yeah I'm scared but if I don't run to the thing I'm scared of there's always that fear of being made fun of.