When you get experience, you will look to this game and this jam and see your own progress. It is worthy because its not just about to win, its about being part of something like that. It is my first time also and, oh boy, the world tried to make me give up. My mother got sick, i stayed the whole week without internet so i couldnt get a team to work with and, when i was publishing the game, the energy went off and just returned a couple of hours ago. Im sure you had your own bad things happening during Development too and the fact that you published something its the reward after getting through this bad things.