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This is so relatable !
(the number of hobbies I have and had..)

The only way to truly enjoy a hobby is that is comes from within ourselves (it makes us happy, we feel great etc.), that it satisfies an internal need.

And in general, I think that any kind of expectation that is not internal but that depends on external appreciation (for example monetization or admiration from peers) kills the fun in a hobby, honestly.

I like trying new stuff in the hopes of finally finding the think that will be IT. I change hobbies because they are no longer "me" or that they were never "me". But I usually, take something from my old hobby to the next, "build upon" even though I never become expert at anything (and I'm also  obsessed with zines since a little while ^^')

I don't want it to sound like I advertise my work, but the zine I made is about feeling extremely happy (while living with depression)  by doing something creative, just doing stuff for the sake of them bringing us joy and nothing else, being in the flow.

Anyway I hope you find your way someday, sooner that later :)