Really thank you for letting me now. As there was no comments I was worrying that maybe this post and the original would be seen as an edgy way of getting attention or something when in reality I just wanted to apologize because what I did, at least from my point of view, was a big mistake and I wanted to apologize to everyone that could've been hurt by my original post, and even if they didn't; I would've hated that just because of that moment when I wasn't thinking, it really messed up someone that could've actually been through it or had lost a loved one because of it. I really seemed like a jerk when I wrote that and this post was made with the only intention of apologizing for that and for not being able to actually being decent about a serious topic.