I wish you the best man I won't pretend to know what your going through but I do know that somethings can lead to a dark place and the key to getting out of it is to find the thing or someone that can pull you out for me it was stories like your game the sex is nice but the story itself is better written then many and I mean many other games like this you have a great talent I hope you can get well soon and I don't mind the waiting there are even some Manga that take a year to update its like opening a candy bar for the first time. It was worth the wait :)