You just do what you can to find a new home as well as making progress with this game and others over time, take your time sorting out what is the most needed right now to keep on living and being happy.
No problem, it can be hard for receiving help in the world, you can freely ask on the internet and outside of it for feedback and stuffs if you can think you can trust whoever's help you need from them, i will try to help as best as i can but you can also start looking around on the internet for other users to try and get help with the problems you have as well any time you wan to, you go and focus on the home thing for now, asking for help from people that you can trust with this problem you have.