you could've just said your reason and go man..didn't need to write a whole book page, plus that comment about the character not liking virgins was an obvious dull joke??
Does, "shut up and stop whining", sound better to you then? Does it give same lesson? Does it make you understand the situation better, when it's typed in 5 words, 5 words that doesn't open up from any corner, 5 words that can be typed to any post anywhere on any site on any subject. To me, not. And that's why I am better and more meaningful than you to the subject. And I'm saying this, because you clearly don't know your place or angle you come from. I'm giving you corners to unwrap and let you alone understand what I'm trying to say. Only you can understand, not others. Unless they share same mind than you. That's why I'm writing and you should keep reading. Once you are able to write in matter that opens up our point of view for the subject, I can let you write and I let you open the door for next lost one.
This can be written in many ways and I let you to think about this. I really hope you do understand.
I was thinking to write a book in mid age, but I really need to read more philosophy and old teachings. Like when schools weren't a schools, just places to listen old dude speaking wise stuff. That's how all smart people were born. And I want to know how their old method was so strong. Just between us, nowadays everyone seems to be retards compared to people 3000 years back. We have made so many mistakes nowadays and I want to write a very effective book. But as I said it won't be nearly good if I don't understand anything I'm about to teach, or "awake minds" might be closer saying to my goal.