What a beautiful game, i can't describe it enough because i feel the same way as her, sad, lonely but somewhere in that dark dark place, there is hope.
Don't give up! That little bit of hope is worth it, trust me. Things do get better, even if everything feels lost. You can do it, even if every day is a challenge, you can do it. I believe in you and I know there will be others who love you to support you in every step.