Oh, I have a similar problem, my gamepad broke for 16,000 rubles. No money for a new...
But you can’t lose heart, life is not limited to these things, in any case, you need to do something. I don't think it will take long to find a job. You have to endure different things in life. Let's not be sad there. Everything will work out for you.
Now we have a problem with Russians that we cannot influence, I'm talking about the war (I think you know), in connection with this war, Russians in most countries are disliked to put it mildly and we are unable to change anything. And something can be done about your problem, so don't be discouraged, be more optimistic :)