Hang in there. Focusing on your safety, wellbeing, and health is always first and foremost--glad to hear that is your priority now. I empathize too well with the feeling of defeat for not being able to keep up with progress, especially while life kicks your ass. This past summer I had trouble gathering together any sort of progress for a devlog, felt a lot of shame, etc.
Sometimes time away is what we need. I really hope that your life situation improves soon, and that you're able to feel game development as rewarding after resting and recentering. Good luck <3