Lamechad22, stfu.
You are literally crying on every page on the site for months.
That's a sign it's finally time to leave the basement and get a life.
Your words. Your fears. I see your point - you are fearful. Myself, an observer on this page, do not care about your fears of this game. Suggest you find someplace safe to hide.
Hopefully your daily rantings and triggerings might help you sleep better after leaving this internet and appease your demeanor.
Possibly your condition also is long term and nothing more than a way to be noticed.