No one made you play this, proof read your comment before uploading. The end is just gibberish and don't use your lack of parenthood (if that's true) as an excuse for being a dick. The spider scene didn't really bother me because I chose not to read it. To summarise, get of the internet or stop being melodramatic.
Your words. Your fears. I see your point - you are fearful. Myself, an observer on this page, do not care about your fears of this game. Suggest you find someplace safe to hide.
Hopefully your daily rantings and triggerings might help you sleep better after leaving this internet and appease your demeanor.
Possibly your condition also is long term and nothing more than a way to be noticed.