I'm so upset rn, I can't believe this. They led me on with their perfectly concocted web of intricate lies and I flew right into it like a fly in a spider web waiting to be heartbroken by the betrayal they know will soon come as the spider eats them up in a painful portrayal of agony. I trusted the stupid spider even though I knew it was never to happen, a cycle I've been through before, when Monster High was still ongoing, a trap I fell for as a child and still fall for now with hopes that maybe it will be different but I know this story has already been written and the past simply cannot change, no matter how hard you try to weave your own web, you can never weave a web like a spider. A lying TRAITOR of a spider.
I know I cannot keep living this lie and I must wake up and see the truth some time, but lies always hold a better reality than the truth ever was. A desperation for that lie to be truth and for it all to be okay but no... I simply must accept that the past is in the past and there's nothing I can do to fix it, even if it means going through the same pain of betrayal I went through as a child once more...