Thanks for the information Lipstor and I'm sorry for your situation. If you have more private means of communicating with Mofu and others who have concern for your wellbeing, you may want to use those channels instead of this open forum, though. I would still urge you to find more professional help though if you're still having suicidal thoughts. Resources for mental health varies depending on one's location, so I would like to suggest you take some time to take care of yourself and seek whatever help you think you may need. I would also say it may be wise to take a short break from this forum to help you reduce what seems to be a large stressor for you.
I do have a question, though. Why can't you delete your own comments? Or is there some misunderstanding? I ask because I was just able to make a post on the comments and then delete it. Refreshing the page doesn't even show a "message deleted" notification either. Do you have any ways of proving that your message was deleted directly by an Itch.io moderator? I've reviewed the Itch.io community rules at the following link: https://itch.io/docs/general/community-rules and it is possible for Itch.io moderators to remove and even suspend accounts if certain posts are deemed too inappropriate. I just wanted to point out a possible discrepancy with you claiming that you can't delete your own posts.