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I don't mind cos I could discuss yandere stuff forever xD

It's interesting how everyone has their favourite kinds of yanderes! I have some friends who feel that hurting the loved one is a massive no-no and they will immediately begin to hate the yandere if they physically harm their love. But at the opposite end of things, I also have friends who would be bored with the yandere if they didn't hurt their love at least a little bit x3

Really, I'm just happy to come across yandere characters in general, no matter what kind they are, haha. They just make things more fun :D I still don't think I've found my ultimate favourite character yet, but I'm sure they're out there somewhere!

But anyways, you're correct cos I am indeed female and tend to lean towards preferring male yandere characters :3 Actually, the main reason I got into game dev was cos I wished there were more English-speaking male yandere characters, haha. I'd seen female ones in anime, manga, and games, but nowhere near as many males, so I kinda made it my mission to add more male yanderes to the world of visual novels!

After finishing my first game though, I decided that I'd rather make my yandere characters male and female :3 Because I generally don't write my characters with gender in mind, so I always figure they can be either! That means that all of my games aside from my very first one feature both a male and a female version of the yandere/s within the game :D Or at least 1 feminine and 1 masculine voice for the character!

And since I was doing that with my own characters, I figured I might as well continue making both when it came to this fan project too :3 

I haven't really seen that much in the way of happily married to a yandere type content. I've seen endings like it in a few VNs, but they're usually pretty brief and kinda categorised as bad ends, haha. That's probably cos I generally only consume content featuring male yanderes though! I've probably missed a lot of great stuff in the last few years cos starting game dev pretty much stole all of the time I used to spend actually playing games and watching stuff >.< 

Makes sense that police and the like would see them as a kinky couple though xD

I didn't mind Yuno at all :3 She was probably my first introduction to what a yandere was, even if I probably didn't know the term at the time! She's not really my personal cup of tea, but I can totally see why so many love her. Actually, Kish from Tokyo Mew Mew was probably the first yandere I ever saw in anything, but I was a kid so I would've had no idea whatsoever what a yandere was xD

I think a character called Tei from the game Nameless is probably the closest I've gotten so far to a yandere that I adore more than most, but I still have some issues with his character, hence why I say I still don't think I've encountered my perfect yandere x3

That made me chuckle about the Sith Lords stuff :D Yeah, I would be bored with a yandere if they hid their yandereness forever and were just a master manipulator behind the scenes without ever showing it or rubbing it in their love's face x3 I prefer the manipulation to be hidden in the sense that you don't suspect anything until it's too late. So you feel safe, and that's when they let their crazy out with a smile, say 'gotcha!' and then you go from feeling fine to being in absolute despair xD

Whether it's a male or female yandere, I always find them more fun if they're intelligent enough to be able to manipulate as opposed to trying to solve everything with violence. The more childish kind who just throw tantrums and go on a rampage can be entertaining too though in their own way!

Going by how you described your best yandere where you mentioned hiding the crazy until the crazy is about to get known, that's probably pretty close to my favourite kind really! I suppose it depends what sort of mood I'm in though x3 Sometimes I feel in the mood for one who is cuter and more caring with their crazy, and sometimes I prefer one who is more focused on sadistic traits without much of the cute side. As long as the love is there, of course. Because if there isn't any love there, then they can't even really be a yandere anymore x3

I mean, I do love crazy, loveless villains too, but that's for another discussion, haha. The whole 'anything for love' attitude that yanderes have is what makes them so special :3 It's a rare kind of personality that would be willing to do whatever it takes to ensure they get to be with the one they love. In fiction, I absolutely adore it! In reality, not so much, haha. I'd feel too smothered by a real yandere I think because I'm super close to my family and also need time to myself >.<

I've seen countless arguments online about what makes a character yandere or not. I've seen some people argue that if the yandere hurts their love interest, they're not a real yandere because if it was true love, they would never hurt them. Buuuut, I dunno. I think it's a big grey area x3 Even in reality, people do some crazy stuff in the name of love! And even if it might not look like love, it's not really for us to judge. I mean, we have the right to sit there and say, wtf, that's not love! That person is just a twisted monster!! But we're not in the head of that person or character, so we can shout all we like about what is and isn't love, but we can't physically inhabit that person or character and change their feelings x3 For all we know, their love might be genuine to them. Oooor, it might not be, but we'll never know cos we're not them, haha. 

I feel like if a character is motivated by true love (or at least what they think is love), then whether they hurt their love interest, themselves, or others doesn't matter. If they're motivated by true love and willing to do crazy and unhealthy things in pursuit of it, then they're yandere. Heck, even if a character is completely deluded and what they're doing doesn't seem like love at all from the outside, I'd still say that if the character is convinced they're doing what they're doing out of love, then they're yandere, regardless of what outsiders looking in make of their actions.

I totally feel you on there needing to be a reason for stuff as well! I guess thinking about it, being used as a toy would probably fall under one of my liked traits of just general sadistic characters rather than yanderes. Because if a yandere is just using you as a toy and there isn't actually any love there, then they can't even really be a yandere x3

Actually, there needing to be a reason behind stuff is another thing that made me want to try and start writing yandere characters myself. I'd come across far too many stories online where they were tagged as having a yandere, but the yandere turned out to just be a plain old psycho, as though the writers had forgotten to include the element of love >.< And like I said, don't get me wrong, cos I do love me some pure psycho characters too, haha, but it did start to get on my nerves that these 'yanderes' I was encountering appeared to have no motives behind their crazy actions. They were just crazy. 

As you say, they're not a yandere if they're just using you and there's no love there >.< As fun as that can be in a horror way like you said, haha. 

When it comes to any kind of crazy character, yandere or not, I really prefer that they have something at some point in the story that explains how come they ended up the way they did and why they act the way they do. 

It's interesting as well that you say you like the horror side of yanderes and that the creepy alone is enough. I'm the same, haha. I'm asexual, so for me, there isn't really a sexy side to yanderes anyhow xD I will still find certain characters to be 'hot' but in a non-sexual way, if that makes any sense at all x3

It's weird really that I tend to lean towards preferring male yandere characters because I don't consider myself to be straight when it comes to romance! I do have a preference for masculine over feminine voices though cos they just sound nicer to me. I'd say that the best way I could describe myself is being panromantic but asexual, which I realise is a confusing combo >.< I know that I have the capacity to be attracted to non-male characters, but they have to possess certain traits. I think maybe a lot of female yandere characters are TOO cute for my tastes? Like they make me feel a bit ill with their cuteness xD I feel similarly repulsed by overly cute male yandere characters too though, haha. Age might also have something to do with it, as a lot of the femme yanderes I come across are pretty young, often like high-school age, and that age does nothing for me regardless of gender really cos it's just too young appearance-wise. For example, Kanato from Diabolik Lovers is pretty cute to look at, but he does absolutely nothing for my yandere goodness tingles cos he looks and sounds too young, haha.

I think perhaps part of the problem as well is that I like the idea of a constant kind of power struggle going on in the relationship dynamic, and I find it easier to believe that a male yandere would be capable of finding a way to dominate, whereas I tend to look at female yandere characters more like they're competition xD As in, I reckon I could take her in a fight an protect the person she's obsesing over x3 Or, if I were yandere myself for the same love interest as her, I reckon I could get crazier than her! So that weird sort of fantasy competitiveness gets in the way and stops me from feeling even remotely scared of female yanderes, and if I don't feel even the tiniest bit scared or creeped out by them, then they're just not that much fun to me >.< I want a yandere to be able to genuinely creep me out x3

I have the same problem with female villains in stuff xD They have to be truly terrifying for me to actually be afraid of them, and even then, I still feel like attempting to beat them into the ground rather than enter a relationship with them x3 It's odd because, in reality, I'm not a competitive person at all. But when it comes to fiction, I get weirdly feisty!

So yeah, I probably wouldn't get much enjoyment out of yandere wife stuff cos I'd probably just want to kill them xD To be fair, I probably wouldn't get that much of a kick out of yandere husband stuff either because I wouldn't particularly want to be married to one x3 I guess it really depends on how the protagonist of the story reacts to the yandere though. Presumably, to get to the point of marriage, the protagonist must've had to play along or be really clever and manipulative to get to the point where they actually have a life with the yandere. And while I'd probably find it kinda fun to write that sort of stuff, I most likely wouldn't enjoy consuming it as much because it feels like there maybe wouldn't be enough conflict or danger for my personal tastes. I could be totally mistaken there though! It's just, from a personal role-playing point of view, the type of protagonist I prefer to inhabit is one who never gives up the struggle. So it would frustrate me to step into the shoes of a protagonist who willingly submits to the yandere or lets them have their way in an attempt to make the relationship work x3

Aaaaanyways, that's awesome that you're from Poland :3 My family is British and Polish :D Sadly, because the Polish came from my grandad and he moved to England after the war, we are split between the UK and Poland, so we don't get to see all our relatives very often. We did go to Poland for a family wedding years ago though, and then my cousin here got married this year and some of our Polish relatives flew over to the UK, so we keep in touch at least :3 I'd like to learn Polish, but my relatives told me it's one of the hardest languages to learn x3 I'm still trying to learn German at the moment, so probably not a good idea to start Polish as well or I'll confuse myself, haha. Some of our Polish relatives moved to Germany and learned German, so at least we might have some sort of middle ground language-wise if I can learn enough German x3 cos most of them speak more German than they do English.

And as for decent-sized cookies, I was just thinking of one at least the size of my palm (though my hands are quite small xD) rather than those tiny ones that are only like 3cm across x3 I know different parts of the world have totally different ideas of what a big or small portion is though cos my brother has showed me some food comparison videos of takeaways, haha. Some of the UK vs US ones have me really shocked at how massive the portions sometimes are in the US o.O

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Believe it or not... I am also asexual, but I am only romantically attracted to women, or at least feminine characters, with little to no exceptions...

To add to this... I really hate males being dominant in a physical way of any kind unless it is consented... In real life I feel the same towards females, however if me as a protagonist, or a real life person were asked that by a female (let's say a yandere) if I am ok with this or now... I would likely weirdly enough agree to it.

For me consent makes it turn romantic and that still is very enjoyable to me. I do like cuteness in a yandere, but only if she is female. In a male yandere I just see an enemy... If the girl accepts them, or whatever partner they choose accepts them... None of my business, but I never would accept that from a dude...

However with a villain, where the love is not necessarily the point... If they make sense, no matter their gender, there is no real reason not to side with them. Yes I might hate their means and wish to correct them, but in the Sith Lords comparison I made before... I would act similar to the way I do as a Sith Inquisitor in The Old Republic game... I side with the insane people, who do have a point, but do not agree with their means and show them it can be done better. However if someone is blind to my arguments... I kill them...

With a yandere the love towards me is "the point" that convinces me, but only if I am able to feel romantic attraction back. If the character is feminine, I am capable of that, as long as I am not expected sexual actions (as I already mentioned I am asexual... Also repulsed by sex so... that is a thing). Male yanderes usually make me disgusted, because I have seen guys who claim to do things in the name of love and act like a male yandere, who are just assholes... No matter what even if a girl accepts that and I leave them alone I would still be disgusted by it...

With a female yandere, if she were interested in me specifically I would be more than willing to be with her, but I wouldn't struggle from the beginning though, so there would be no issue of kidnapping me, killing anyone or any of that... She might mention she is jealous of a girl, so I would invite her to meet with me and her together, to show her I don't mean anything wrong and even if the other girl does... she is no longer any kind of competition...

I get the point of "it's supposed to be terryfying tho" but I personally find it silly... you want to struggle your entire life? Why would you settle for a struggle with a man forever and not attempt to kill him, even if you are about to die, but do it with a female? I would not struggle against a feminine yandere and be willing, while not be romantically attracted to a masculine (except for tomboys, but that should be obvious) character and that is why I would struggle and fight back...

No need to explain yourself to me however. I just have a fantasy for a "monster guardian" kind of dynamic. Where the yandere is like that giant who crushed a city of thousands, but then looks at you in a tiny house smiles with the cutest smile and says "now you are no longer a slave and they will not hunt you at all! I killed them all for me! See? *shows their crushed bodies on her hands and feet* done! now come with me cutie!" and so they lived happily ever after...

It doesn't have to be a yandere, it can be a loving sister, a good Sith Lord who loves his subjects and thus starts wars and rules with an iron fist to protect them, a mother who killed her daughter's bully... Any kind of crazy out of compassion, love and all that is what I love. Which is probably why I don't mind when a step-sister or an actual sister is a yandere... I can live with a crazy sister who loves me! I don't need to have sex with her or marry her obviously!

But sadly most people are not asexual and expect every yandere to either kill everyone, die, or get sexy... However with hurting your loved one... One thing is to hurt someone, be it by accident, or on good intention. Like when a kid wants to put their finger into the electric outlet... slapping their hand is technically hurting them, but they would be dead if you didn't act fast enough! Killing a kid for saying a bad name to their mom is... not something I would ever agree with, even if it was supposedly "out of love" and same goes for a yandere girlfriend/wife/whatever. Hurt me to protect me? I do get that... hurt me out of anger? That is a no-no, but it can be made up for... Kill me? That cannot protect me or be made up for... That will never count for me as acceptable. If it is "done out of love" then it was the kind of love I have to purge out of everyone...

I woke up my inner sith lord again, sorry xD but as you can see I also have my feelings of competition here... Just like you, but for different reasons...

We seem to be very close on the topic of crazy characters in some ways but very far, if not on complete opposites in others xD

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High five for asexuality :D

Oh yeah, in reality, if there's no consent involved then it's pretty much assault of some kind >.< Which in a fictional setting is fine because then folks can fantasise and no one's actually getting hurt. But no consent in reality is just horrific >.<

And heck yes for Sith Inquisitors in The Old Republic :3 Although, my personal favourite to roleplay as was Imperial Agent, haha. But yeah, I'm also a fan of scenarios that allow you to join sides with characters whose methods you may not agree with but who you can side with and hope to change their ways.

I'm sort of split on that because a big BIG part of me will want to 'save' the character who I'm siding with and help them to execute a shared vision in a less destructive sort of way. But then on the other hand, a part of me might still want to kill them anyway x3 Usually though, I'd prefer that we find a way to move forward together. It's just if the character in question becomes too dull, I would strive to trigger their darker side once more for my own entertainment or just grow bored with them x3

I hear ya on being sex-repulsed. That's something I feel 99% of the time, haha. I can stomach it if I see it portrayed on TV or in games, but I wouldn't exactly say I enjoy scenes like that! Mostly they just make me roll my eyes >.< Sometimes it can make me feel a bit ill, other times I'm more just like, meh, whatever. Mostly I'm just thinking, okay, soooo, can we get back to the story now, please? x3

But yeah, if I'm on the outside looking in at yandere relationships, regardless of whether the yandere is male or female, I feel more like I just wanna get rid of the yandere and protect the person that they're pursuing instead, haha.

But when it comes to scenarios where I'm supposed to be the object of affection for a yandere, how I'd prefer that scenario to go would really depend a lot on how I happen to be feeling that day x3 Because some days I might wake up and I'd be totally fine with doing what you said, not struggling, just attempting to be reasonable and making things work :3 But other days, I might wake up feeling more feisty and then I'd want the struggle instead.

Cos it's like, sometimes I might feel calm and prefer something much more wholesome and sweet ^-^ I go through big phases like that where I binge otome and while I still like the bad ends with yanderes, the good ends where they're both the yandere and MC are happy together are satisfying and adorable!

But then I will also go through equally big phases where I don't want that wholesome adorableness. I just want mayhem xD So yeah, definitely depends on what I'm in the mood for at the time, haha.

And as for settling for a struggle forever, I mean, I personally wouldn't. I would do my best to win that struggle, even if it meant killing the person I was struggling with or being killed myself x3 If I'm in the mood for that sort of scenario, there is no ideal ending because more than likely, one or both of us is gonna die x3 But yeah, if I wound up killing them during the struggle, it sucks because the scenario would then be over, but also, they should have done a better job of subduing me I guess >.<

So yeah, my struggle with a male or female yandere would be equal. I'd be aiming to kill both. It's just with a female one, it would be purely out of competition and I probably wouldn't really enjoy it. It would be more like just doing a job that has to be done to get rid of her, and I'd be happy once she was gone x3 But with a male yandere, I would find the process of the struggle entertaining and enjoyable, and I'd be kind of sad if I ultimately ended up killing them because then the fun would be over. Kinda like if a protagonist has been battling a good rival over a long period of time. They'd probably be relieved to finally be free of them, but then it would also leave a bit of an empty void without that worthy nemesis there to go up against, haha.

Anyways, the monster guardian kind of dynamic that you mentioned is a cool one, and I am a fan of it :3 If I'm in the mood for it, of course. I guess it would just fall more into like 40% of the time I'd be in the mood for that. But 60% of the time I'd want something darker and bleaker because I'm such a sucker for bad endings filled with despair xD

But yeah, you raise a good point there about being able to have those sorts of relationships with different people and it being fine because of being asexual. As you say, not everyone is, so those who aren't probably just don't see things the same way >.< Going slightly off topic here, but it is frustrating because I once lost a good male friend as soon as he had a girlfriend because his girlfriend didn't like him having a close female friend :( And I was like... but I'm asexual, I'm no threat whatsoever to your relationship because I'm not interested in him the same way you are... we're platonic friends ffs >.< But I guess people who aren't asexual maybe struggle to see how platonic stuff can work. I mean, I know some people who straight up deny that asexuality is even a thing o.O To my face, they said I must be lying because “everyone has sex and everyone likes sex to a degree. Anyone who says they're asexual just probably hasn't had sex before and can't get any.” What an absolute moron that person was >.> It's people with attitudes like that that made me feel like a total freak for most of my life for being disinterested in sex! I'm just glad I know now that it's not just me and that it has a name and plenty of others out there feel the same :3

But yeah, going back to what you said, it does seem like a lot of people want/expect a yandere to do one or all of those 3 things you mentioned, haha. And they just don't have to do that >.< It's always nice to come across characters that are a bit more human and have more to them. Complicated characters are much more fun :3

And yeah, if a character does wind up killing their love interest, even if it was out of love, then they have too many screws loose at that point x3 I mean, I like it and I'm happy with it in a scenario as a bad end, or even a final end, BUT, and it's a big, big but, haha; there has to have been some sort of build up or backstory that shows how come the yandere reached that level of insanity. If they kill their love right out of the gate with no reasoning behind it or no eventual backstory sorta reveal as to why, then I'm not impressed x3 There always has to be a reason and I would appreciate seeing that gradual descent into madness to make everything make more sense and actually be satisfying. Because if you can see the events that lead the yandere to do something so drastic and so final, so utterly insane that they can't come back from it, then it makes the whole thing a tragedy and you can feel sorry for everyone involved. I mean, you still hate the character and want to curse them, kill them, wish they had done things differently, sure x3 but at least that way, the whole thing is a tragic tale of doomed love sorta thing, and I do like that stuff. As I said though, I'm not against happy endings either, haha. Just depends what I feel like at the time :3

But yeah we totally do seem to be very close in some ways but far apart in others xD I suppose that makes things more fun really, haha. It would be boring if everyone had the exact same opinions after all x3 I mean I will probably always prefer bad ends and bleak stuff, stories of tragic love gone wrong, but there will always be at least a part of me that still likes to see happy endings and wholesomeness too ^-^

Anyways, since I might not have a chance to write anything more before Christmas, I will stop here and end by just wishing you a slightly early Merry Christmas and also a happy new year :3

As someone who is Orthodox Christian and thus celebrates Christmas in January... I find it as VERY EARLY wish xD

However I wish you the same! Merry Christmas and happy new year!

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Haha, yeah, that is pretty darn early then x3 I was just trying my best to attempt to wish everyone a Merry Christmas before Monday just gone cos I figured my ability to type would be destroyed by an early combined Christmas and birthday present from my dad, haha (hand tattoos). And I was right cos I also got ill as soon as I left the studio xD so been out of action for a few days! Still can't type on my pc, but can just about manage it awkwardly on my phone, haha. 

Cheers ^-^