It's up to you to judge by yourself !
You know, when you are in a little bit of success, whatever the field, there will automatically be a horde of haters who will be ready to bring you down.
the reasons can be various, the jealousy which is often found in other youtubers who are less successful than me but also the lack of self-confidence in particular on discord which will push many people to treat someone like shit to feel better (without forgetting the anonymity which accentuates the violence of the remarks)