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<3 Happy to hear that you loved it ^-^ Hehe, yeah, I'm a big fan of bunnies too x3

I'm sorry you struggle with anxiety and depression too though :( It's not a fun thing to have to deal with and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I know what you mean with it feeling difficult to even feel like doing stuff sometimes. For me, making these games at least gives me a little bit of a purpose and a reason to get out of bed. Without that, I do struggle to feel like things are worth doing.

And I'm sorry that you hate yourself too *hugs*. I really hope you won't always feel that way because everyone deserves the chance to feel comfortable and happy in their own skin and with who they are.

It's really hard to live with when you can't feel as though you have any self-worth. I wouldn't necessarily say I completely hate myself. I hate parts of myself, and I'm semi-okay with the rest >.< haha. But I do constantly struggle with feelings of worthlessness. It's like no matter what I do, I will never be good enough in my own eyes. I think it's partly down to the way society looks at people like me in the country I live. The government doesn't particularly value artistic pursuits, and if you don't have a job to help keep the economy going, you kinda get viewed as a waste of space >.< Of course, the other part is probably the depression demon speaking!

I was discussing stuff like that with my dad recently, and he was kind enough to say that he sees value in what I do with my gamedev stuff. He said there wouldn't be any point in me getting a regular 9-5 job, making my mental health worse, and just becoming another cog in the machine because earning money doesn't really mean anything and he knows it would make me miserable to give my life to a random company who don't care about or appreciate me. So I am extremely lucky to have such a kind, understanding, and caring dad with a heart of gold. If he's not a shining example of what a supportive parent looks like, I don't know what is x3

But anyways, I'm glad if my games can help even the tiniest bit to make someone's day a bit better :3 It means a lot that you'd consider me to be a favourite creator <3 And please don't apologise because it's totally fine :D I ramble all the time anyways, haha. I kinda can't help it x3 So you're welcome to say as much or as little as you like! I don't mind at all :3

To answer your question, I suppose I should maybe put it under spoilers at the bottom of my reply just in case anyone who might read this doesn't want to see my answer :3

Anyways, like I said, you have nothing to apologise for! And I really hope that one day we can both learn to love ourselves :3 Thank you so much for taking the time to play through the game and leave such lovely words of support <3

Aaaaand...

SPOILERS BELOW 

You are 100% correct :3 Orange Blythe and blue Blythe are indeed two sides of the same coin. So yeah, they are one entity split into two different halves that represent different things while still technically being the same individual. If you complete the Bliss ending and then wait on the title screen for a little bit (or if you managed to catch my rambling in the extras section) it explains what Blythe actually is as an entity. And the two sides of Blythe represent the ups and downs of that. Like a double-edged sword kinda thing. I'm not so great at explaining it myself, haha.