Thank you, jolliroger :')
You're right, the grief hit me hard this time... maybe because I witnessed her final moments really clear, like a slap on my face. The memories still make my tears flow, but I can't bear to put away her bowl or toys, Juno still likes to play with it but he doesn't seem confused/look for Kiara. Maybe he knows, because he's also there in her final moments.
I'll always write an update every week, it's the least I can do for you, but please bear with me as I try my best to cheer up *bows