My condolences. Pets give you comfort like no other, and to have that comfort taken away makes it so much harder. So sorry, and in your arms too. I hope every day brings you closer to peace of heart and mind.
Thank you Delia, yes, she's like a family member to me... I'm an introvert and I spend a lot of my time at home--it won't be an exaggeration to say I'd rather spend my time with my doggos than with people haha... it was hard but I'm getting better now, thank you for your kind words <3