it is the worst. it is the worst when you so desperately do not want to think of the themes of a show, a movie, a comic, one that has a feeling that you do not wish to feel. a feeling you just dont want to let in your soul.
you touch that feeling beyond perfection, done brilliantly and uniquely, in a terrifying way. it is the kind of game i dont ever wish to play again. but i might. i don't know
you have done an amazing, amazing job. well done