As someone who has known you for a while (supported from the beginning of Serenity until I had to drop at the beginning of the year because of my own stuff), I am aware of your work ethic, and as someone who deals with PTSD along with the Depression that comes with it, I can understand how it can come out of nowhere and just slam you down faster than you expected. I have also seen it hitting a lot of people with no experience dealing with it due to Covid among other things. Taking it slow helps, I know from experience. Meds of any sort is an extreme reaction, and glad you didn't go that route. Knowing what that does, glad nobody ever suggested that for me. Take care of yourself, there's only one Fiery!