It's okay. It's okay to admit that you need help and ask for help. We are not perfect. And the guilty you're feeling just shows that you're a responsible person. I appreciate the effort you made to reach out to us. Sadly, I don't have any experience with your condition, so all I can do is offer encouraging words instead. This game, its demo, and its development have been a lot of fun for me. I hope you are enjoying it as much as I am, rather than worrying about it. I'm looking forward to your next update. For now, please take care of yourself. xoxo
Funnily enough, I've found myself enjoying the writing much more freely in the past couple days since finally being able to describe what happened last year to y'all. It's been a journey to try to understand what was going on in my brain, but I recently read some excellent accounts by others who have gone through long Covid or know people who are going through Long Covid and don't realize what it is doing to their cognitive faculties. That really set off a light bulb with me, and I was able to look back on myself last year and go, "Oh. YEAH."