This was very beautiful and impactful. I felt so bad for Ren and Kai that I had moments where I cried/felt a pit in my stomach, which is a sign of great writing and visuals. I couldn't imagine the pain and trauma associated with seeing your close friend, your crush, die in front of you in such a gruesome manner. Hell, I'd probably fall into a "loop" of psychosis and self-harm just like Ren; just wishing things could be different. This VN is a wonderful example of how one can either be consumed by their past traumas or learn to persevere, try to make the most of what you have, and strive for even more. The trauma may never go away, but its power over us can.
(Wish Amerta could've been saved though...)