hearing the pen-nib scratch as this letter is gradually worked and (re)written, a form of tactility and much-needed grounding. yet, the other ('you') is given a lyrical form of address. someone we knew but didn't know; an awful contradiction, despite that this connection was vital to both.
when I listen to the ending, I hear the letter crumpled and thrown away unsent, its purpose served and harmoniously resolved. thank you for sharing this piece.