English is my native language and I still make plenty of mistakes both in writing and speaking. But that can to anybody like me that have ADD/ ADHD or other mental disabilities. Ever some people who have them make mistakes. It's part of being human. But suggest that you make another attempt when greater resources are available. I also suggest going to conventions where likeminded and talented people gather. Who knows you might get lucky and find what and who you need to progress your vision for this and other games. Also, I would provide my own aid if my resources weren't limited as well.