you remind me of my friend damwaffle (assume it's the beaver kind of dam for the sake of me not getting reported) and the comment kinda made me sad lol, I couldn't go with them to hoco because of how bad my mental health is and im afraid to talk about it with them because I don't want to make them feel like I'm making excuses for standing them up on something that they were looking forward to, so here I am pouring my heart out for all you strange little internet munchkins (not a bad thing, I'm one too) instead of actually talking about it lol.
(sorry for wasting the time of the two guys who actually read till the end of this)