NOOOOOOO
go home and cry yourself to sleep then wake up and peel your eyes out and cut off your toes and fingers slowly then slowly chop off your dick piece by piece then your balls and feel every bit of pain that is possible then start stabbing a fetus then eat that fetus raw and then go and jump off a building but survive and then chop your legs off and then go and kill yourself but god and satan dont want you so you get revived with all your body parts intact then do that again for all of eternity you fucking whore