Holy...I am...still kinda recovering from the emotional whiplash here.
I don't wanna say too much cuz I don't wanna spoil things for others or rehash stuff I've already said in previous comments but hoo...
...Good stuff. Fucked up in more ways than one. But still good! Hope whatever you're going through right now isn't TOO horrible/serious. The only advice I can give is not to stress too much about getting updates out every month. I, for one, am totally enraptured with this story and while I'm eager to see more I'm also willing to wait as long as it takes.
As I hinted at in my little bit of fanfiction I wrote, I'm also going through a rough patch in my life, so I can sort of relate in a way? Probably nothing as serious as the trauma Neo and the gang have faced, but yeah. I'm constantly battling my own demons as well.
Hang in there! Like I said before you've got a big fan in me. Hope you're doing okay and looking forward to seeing more!