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Okay, the error I get when trying to quicksave says this (from traceback.txt file). If you need more info late me know.

And I've put together this image showing how the DC's image changes. The top and left-most images are what I designed my DC as. After choosing the 'it disgusts me' option when Matt is playing violin (that's the path I'm on - disciplinarian/"little demon" path), in the save menu it gives me the middle picture (not sure if it's because of that?). But if I reload a save game at any point after that, the load/save menu will only ever show the one on the right, who seems to have the more perky/pointy nose from the character creator. It never shows the original image again. I've pretty much only been choosing the last/discipline choices. Not sure if this is intentional? Thought I'd mention it though! :)

And a last quick word on Kastian.
First thanks for being so sweet in considering my idea about a Kas romance - I hope you know what you're doing in giving me hope. LOL. I mean, y'know I love Matt (and Mandra too, if you recall that whole essay I wrote a while back lol), but damn, when we got introduced to Kastian and there was that moment in front of the door if you flirt to get out of it... lol. Yeah, I'll admit I may have sorta sat forward in my seat, grinned like an idiot and promptly forgot all about Matt for the duration, while jumping way ahead of myself and imagining all sorts of filthy delicious scenarios in Kas and my (male) DC's future. LOL.

Don't get me wrong, I like Melike (she's dead cute, and I hope we can foster our relationship with her in future) and I respect the preference for those who want & enjoy poly romances, but the potential power-play rivalry between two proud Dragon Commanders trying to get the upper hand on one another? that is an entirely different dynamic from the poly. A very juicy dynamic! Let's just say it appeals to my disciplinarian DC who doesn't get challenged much. I mean, when Mattias does it it doesn't count cos by his rank he can force the DC to do whatever he wants, technically. At times Matt may long for the direction a disciplinarian DC gives, but Matt is ALWAYS the one with all the power in the end, and they both know it. Kastian? Well.. he probably could (and will) do something considering his connections and (literal) power, but with his having gone through some shit, knowing disgrace, and carrying the scars of that, plus both wary of causing diplomatic incident, and this being our DC's home, the two feel a little more on even-footing. Their marked difference in status (noble and "commoner") just adds friction and flavor to the situation.

Plus our DC doesn't give a crap about the fact Kas is a prince nor do they treat him like everyone else seems to, which means Kas doesn't need to keep up appearances when they're alone. Though I can see both of them abusing their position or the situation at some point, maybe several points, to keep things interesting in this... what starts out as a game... between them.

The way I see it, the sexual aspect, and later romance, is part and parcel with the challenge they feel and vulnerability they both hide, and begin to recognise aspects of themselves in each other. At times they might want to absolutely destroy each other, and neither has to say a word because they both understand the desperate need for an outlet from the inner frustration, etc. At times that might happen between the sheets (hehe). In any case, it's not something others around them can understand in the same way, perhaps. Just like Mandra and our DC have that special connection caused by both having been abused by the king and wanting to protect each other back then (a part of the story I absolutely adore) - Mattias can't understand it no matter how much he may want to. In the same way Mattias couldn't truly understand why his bringing DC back during what was meant to be his redemption, was so deeply scarring for our DC, and apologies just don't cut it somehow.

There's a real chance for Kas and our DC, as proud warriors in positions of real expectation, to truly open up to each other about their hurt, shame and desire for true redemption (in the eyes of the world, and to forgive themselves), way down the track.

Phew! Sorry about this "last quick word"-turned-essay! lol. Your characters, as always, inspire. :)

Anyway, I hope things are going well for you in the real world, that you're in good health and the writing is flowing smoothly these days? As always, here's wishing you good luck and good writing! :)