AAAAAAAAH CARROT! I'm so glad development is going well for you! Every day I look forward to the ending and seeing all the little sneak-peeks is making me so giddy. I must say, though, it is a weird feeling knowing the game is gonna end. The game that brought me so much joy, comfort, motivation, new friendships, and just... impacted me so much. I've only been following this game for around 6 months (which is actually quite a long time now that I think about it LOL), but this game has left a permanent mark on my heart, and knowing that one day it's gonna come to a close and not have any more new content released and it's just gonna be sitting there on my laptop for me to replay for the rest of time and I won't have any more new content to look forward to is... GUH. It's doing things to my heart.
OKAY, LET'S NOT GET TOO NEGATIVE HERE. I'm really excited for all the stuff you have planned. Especially The Choice™. I think the way you implemented it is really interesting and my heart is already pumping thinking about all the different potential scenes and epilogues! I'm definitely gonna (try and) get all of them 'cause I just love all these characters to bits and want to see every little thing this game has to offer. I just hope I don't have to replay too much (if at all). NOT THAT I DON'T LIKE REPLAYING THE GAME. I just don't wanna struggle with figuring out what options go towards what character and how many of them I will have to get. Buuut that's a problem for future me.
Also I really just wanna say please do not feel bad about your anxiety and not being able to work some days??? I understand that sometimes you can't help it (I feel this way too sometimes) but like, you're releasing this (masterpiece of a) game for free. You don't owe us anything. You're doing this all on your own accord, without even asking for anything back. So please don't feel pressured to push yourself past your limits to finish the game or anything, especially if it comes at the cost of your health. ALSO, YOU LITERALLY MADE THIS GAME??? One of the best visual novels I have ever played??? AND YOU DID ALL (well except the music and stuff) OF IT BY YOURSELF??? Not to sound like I'm trying to butter you up or anything, but if I were you, I'd be bragging! It genuinely takes someone with a lot of passion, creativity, dedication, and most of all love and care for their work to make something as beautiful and expansive as this, all without even asking for a single penny. I admire you, Carrot, you're honestly one of my biggest inspirations to be a gamedev. And I hope you know that. I hope you know how much I, and many others, love Our Wonderland and appreciate you for making it. Please, never forget that.
...Sorry, that got really sappy. One last thing though! I've always found it kinda funny how many people thought Iggy was canonically autistic when it wasn't ever intended, but I am glad that has led you to discover more about yourself! I myself have had similar suspicions, and there were plenty of times where Iggy would do something specific that would make me think 1) "Wow, he's just like me."; 2) "Wow, that sounds like an autism symptom."; 3) All of the above. About the diagnosis part, though, I completely undestand. It can be very hard to get diagnosed for a variety of reasons, so I just wanna tell you to please not be yourself up over it! It can be really scary, so, take your time, and just do what feels right for you.
That's all I wanted to say! Have a good rest of your day, Carrot. And please remember to drink water and take breaks!