i know
since my case (my physical & mental health) is just going down pretty bad
It just to fix this I had to fix that, like an empty circle going forever, so one of the ways to deal with it is being in my head, but as time went on I got sicker & the normal things didn't work as good anymore
& now I think I am at that point where I need to do smt about it, but as broke as I am & also no one wants to hire me cuz my dad told them to not hire me & my family doesn't believe in this stuff
i know the advice, just keep going until u graduate & all that, so hopefully I can make it
but the big problem now is fixing my feelings, cuz I am getting sad over things that aren't real, & the real things I'm afraid to even face it rn