so the character is very much against what’s happening, but still ends up super girly? Want to make sure I’m tracking.
yeah, basically never quite fully accepting her changes even as everyone around her does stuff like using her submissive nature to make sure she doesn't feel confident enough to resist. In short, compliant but resentful, and every so shy and blushy about it. you know, like go back to wearing guy clothes and you can end up restricted from wearing pants.