gah i TOTALLY get this... You described it really well as a 'Perfectionist Demon'. For me this jam is good too as it is my first ever one, so i can go crazy while just exploring the making of a vn in general and scoping and all that. Hoping you will be able to defeat that little guy on your shoulder trying to be all perfect cuz IT DOESN'T MATTER! Go wild! And turn that little guy into mush! WEEEEE