I lowkey cannot take this anymore istg
my mom keeps stressing me out over school, which is only making my grades go DOWN
and I have so much missing work
my stupid fucking heart can't keep to itself, no matter how many times I want it to. I keep finding myself liking people (two) and then I get my heart absolutely shattered.
My mom doesn't know about me being homoflex, or nonbinary, or using she/they so I'm struggling not to correct her whrn she's talking about me.
My stupid fucking dad is being a petty bitch over court shit
I literally want to kms or sh but I have nothing to sh w so I almost gouged ny eyes out with my fingers last night my friend literally had to make sure I was still alive, checking on me every hour
I might've killed my cat cuz I forgot she was being fixed today and two of them (the bug backs) were biting my ankles because they wanted food so I gave them food
I'm so insanely touch starved that I would do anything atp (w money involved) that I can somehow lessen the starvation