NVM...I figured it out. I was way overthinking it. Ha. But I guess this game does that to you. Always listen to Monika...she knows best.
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here is the in game poem that was in base64
Open Your Third Eye
I can feel the tenderness of her skin through the knife,
as if it were an extension of my sense of touch.
My body nearly convulses.
There's something incredibly faint,
deep down,
that screams to resist this uncontrollable pleasure.
But I can already tell that I'm being pushed over the edge.
I can't...
I can't stop myself.
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While snooping I may have found something that hints at a "true completion" ending. Curious if anyone has gotten this. I don't want to know how to get it as I would like to discover it on my own...just curious. I have played through 3 times so far, but haven't gotten this yet. Also how long have you guys played the staring game with Monika...I'm thinking there might be a reward for time spent with this but haven't put it to the test yet.
Also just a huge thanks to Team Salvato for this amazing game. So much respect for the amount of work that went into this and the incredible generosity of making such a well made game free. I have donated a couple times (on itch and DLC from steam) and will buy from the store once it's open. I cannot stop obsessing over this game!
There is also the poem about "papa" that heavily implies some very major physical, mental and possibly sexual abuse to Natsuki by her dad. I only saw the poem on one of my three play throughs...can't remember if it was a secret poem or not. At any rate that plus everything you have mentioned is all I have been able to uncover for her backstory