Hey. I appreciate you coming here and posting something to keep the forum going, but some posts are really off topic. Please don't take this personally. I'll let this stay up for a day so you can see this message then I'll delete this thread.
i'll say this because i understand how bad it is to struggle with loneliness. i never had much fun at parties either and that's okay. there's no need to take pity at yourself just cause it doesn't seems to work for you, in fact that kinda makes it worse. but online or in public is unfortunately not a good place to vent out. try talking to someone that's actually close to you or go see a therapist if that's possible.
