I appreciate the hell out of your honest updates. Even if you make no progress, you don’t hide it. While I’m excited for more, I get how all the things come up. Don’t stress too hard.
I already bought some games on Gog, that were not available on Steam in Germany, f.e. Summer's Gone. To circumvent it, I tried VPN from another country and create a new account, as my german account is blocked, but Steam requires now a Payment methode from the other country. But I could still download from Subscribe Star.